CHAPTER TWELVE (12)

Today was one great day and also stressful.

I started the day drawing a graffiti sample, after I was done with that I completed the one I started yesterday. While doing this I was seeing a movie but had to pause it because mom came to talk to me about an issue which i gave my advice on but it somehow pissed her off, i guess I didn't give my contribution properly.

After the conversation I continued with my movie, when I was done with the graffiti am I decided to sweep my house, haven't done that in 2days now until today. Well, after that I continued seeing my movie then the power supply went off, i picked up and sketch pad and continued a drawing I was working on yesterday though I still didn't finish it today, maybe I'll finish it tomorrow.

Was bored while drawing and so I ping Neye to come over which took a while before she agreed to come over but she later did. We stayed in my room for a while getting all funky and then my sister came back from where she went to. We lay down on the bed talking and then she responded to one of the question I'd asked her. Her response placed me in a place where I'd never been, i was in shock but yet calm, immediately I lost sense of what was happening around. My mind was flooded with questions and my heart filled with pain but still I remain calm though cold and changed the topic of our discussion.

After a couple of minutes we went out to go see a friend of ours who's not feeling to well, on our way to his place we got him a watermelon to help aid his healing. We got there, caught up on old times, shared some memories and laughter. We hung around till about 4:55pm after which we left his house and took a stroll to a junction where we all went our ways. I said my goodbye to Neye, then I took another street instead of hers which was closer, i did that because of her dad, he's not such a fan of my presence and so I was avoiding him.

I was just a few blocks away from home when I branched a co-artist place, while sitting there I saw my Ex and she pleaded with me to follow her to where she was going. So, I followed her, at this point I was tired of walking but as if that was not enough another friend of mine called me and told me she was close, i haven't seen her in five years. I would practically do anything to see her, she's family. I told my ex to hurry up with what she was doing so I can go hook up with Jennifer (the family ).

On getting there I saw her from afar, it was nice seeing her though it doesn't feel like five years because we talk like almost everyday on BBM. We exchange greetings and shared compliments, she was on her way to an ATM machine and she also said i have to follow her, off course I will because I don't know when next am gonna see her. We walked for about 15mins and on getting there the ATM machine wasn't dispensing cash we had to go somewhere else and so we walked for another 20mins. It was tiring but was cool also,  finally the machine paid, we still walked home using another 15mins.

We got to our departure junction, I said my goodbye and came home to start blogging. While I was on it I was talking to neye about what she said that sent me to a cold ocean of numbness, I was serious about the issue but little did I know that she was just pranking me---so she says. She had pranked me that she was engaged, it's a good thing and I know I should be happy for her but she's only 20 and have a whole life in front of her. It really might not be my business but if she had been for real I don't think I would ever be close to her as I am now, i will give her a gap not because am angry at her but because I just will not wanna be close to her again. What am saying is that I will let her go, even if its gonna hurt badly, i still will.

Would have finished this since 9:00pm but was running some house errands. Finally am done, gonna preview then publish.

Ll: “nobody is really yours, it's just your turn”

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